Tuesday, February 14, 2012
BROTHER DAVE, JUSTIN WILSON AND ME
Monday, February 28, 2011
COLLABORATIVE CREATIVITY PERSONIFIED
Friday, February 04, 2011
SHUN THE HAND
This is what my asylum echoed while I was reading Bite the Hand, by my friend Pisces Iscariot at the Far Queue. We're saying the same thing from our own unique reality tunnel. Vive l'varietie
Monday, August 23, 2010
NO THEFT
Friday, April 16, 2010
CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT BOX

So vast no where or when is without
No being too small to enlighten from within
Signs of life; cycles of blood and breath
Signs of consciousness; hunger and curiosity
Signs of intelligence; finding theme in variety
Signs of love; celebrating theme with variety
Turned back at the bottom by hot farts from the core
Boiled off at the surface by hot farts from the sun
Oceans are the dressing in a spherical heat sandwich
Sloshing to and fro keeping up with Sol’s sway as the Earth turns away
Streaming steam into cool shadow’s shaping of it clouds
To rain upon parched land, gathering again and giggling in puddles
Running off in rivulets to creeks and culverts, cascades and canyons
Rills and rivers, chilly spray from spring shower shivers
On water’s way to the center.
Foiled by language turned speechless too close to the truth
Crushed by granite authority demanding jackhammer proof
Observation is the white filling in the consciousness cookie
Reflecting on one’s perceptions of seeing and being seen
Dissolves hard edged objects into fuzz-fringed fur balls
Nodes in the energy field of now’s network stretching to connect
With other dimensions and frequencies, traditions and heresies
Crossing other variations melded in meditations
On wisdom’s way to the theme.
The observer we’re born is rewarded for causing smiles
And tamed with shame and blame for causing frowns
Newborn mind is molten mettle minted between god and country
A coin tossed between the certainty of faith and the logic of law
Lands sometimes on a cutting edge exposing where lies lie
Duplicity exposes the mendacity of sanctity and legality
Debilitation of leaning so hard none can walk alone
Shucking the prosthetic environment of culture’s crutch
On our observer’s way to enlightenment.
Let learning from our mistakes be the lemonade we make of it.
Sunday, April 04, 2010
BEGUILED BY NIGHT
This is part of a larger video about the pond, but it's here because I've always been beguiled by night
Fascinated by sunrise, I sit my seat in the garden shed well before false dawn creeps across the land where I live. As Earth rotates Priest and I inexorably east, the materiality of the atmosphere’s rare air high enough to see over the now silhouetted shadows catches glimpses of the radiant energy source and transmits them down to us as a gradual approach to full daylight.
Well after it is bright enough for me to write these words, Sol himself appears in piercing shafts of light, unabsorbed by the hungry leaves that recently grace the filigree of winter’s black branches with clothing of spring foliage, to strike our eyes with shocking directness despite the gentle announcement of its coming. These rays of pure white energy from that fiery orange ball are parsed into the daily spectacle of their sparkling spectrum as they strike the shiny slime trails of slugs’ overnight devouring the remnant meal of chicken feed and the spherical Pink Floyd prisms of dewdrops condensed upon the leaves of the garden vegetables.
Bemused by noon hour when shadows are their shortest, my flute and I respond to the spontaneous symphony of nature’s voices in a harmony unrehearsed, though variations of nature's theme are repeated every day. In a response learned in early chickhood, my fowl family returns from scattered scratch, scratch, peck, pecking for the resurging burgeon of insect life to be found over their eight acre hunting grounds, to enjoy the tattered tortilla’s I strew for their midday snack and a headcount by the mother hen I've become.
Intrigued by dusk, my seat in the shed transports me into the turbulence formed by the heated air of the day being cooled and driven upward by the cooler darkness of earth’s shadow overtaking us at the insensible pace of a thousand miles an hour as the light wanes as it had waxed in the morning. As if by precision meters, the girls return at a time varying with the length of day to roost for darkness’ duration.
Beguiled by night, my imagination is unleashed to create realities of invisibility to posit materiality behind the reflections of man’s puny lights off of beings found during the day by their shadows. Toads gather in the pond for bufo orgy time, filling our ears with roars belying their tiny size as they procreate polliwogs in a plethora of ova contained in ribbons wrapped around the stems of papyrus recovering from recent frostbite depletion them selves. The scent of a skunk, approaching with a curiosity equally beguiled by night, grows from my nostalgic fondness for its freshness to an odor threatening my gag reflex and fades again as she passes on. Priest is sensed more than seen as his paler shade of dark brushes my shins and hops into my lap for the umpteenth mutual appreciation moment of the day.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
SAY YES
Sunday, January 10, 2010
OUR GLASS
single
grain
breaks
loose of
the crowd
at a kissing
of the spheres
emptying past proof
of multicounted moments
fully filling futures always to come
in the present so often wasted waiting
killing time 'til the promised revolution
brings the "bottom to the top" solution
for the one's who think they're done
nothing left new under the sun
life's not in the glass
time's not in a jar
we're all in a body
vastly bigger than we are
Saturday, January 09, 2010
OH
ohohohoh,
ititiit
is
so vast —
we see it all
words blow away
like leaves in the fall
mouldering in our memory
experience unexpressed feeds
seeds of metabolic metaphors
magnets align forgotten files
connecting all the labels
drawing all the tables
adding up to one
inexpressible
vastness
only
seennees
tootototo
beebebebebeb
beebebebebebeb
lived,devildevil
oh hohoho
Friday, December 25, 2009
2009 in Review: END OF AN ERROR
The sanity defined by civilization seemed to find ways to reinterpret my maybe musings about the human condition to be personal attacks in most imaginative ways throughout the year. I was all too often lured into personal responses, as if their demonizing party line stereotypes or quoting the bible represented willingness, much less the ability of the offended to carry on a rational discussion
Coupled with my having stumbled onto the 10th Daughter of Memory writing exercise, the foregoing dilemma suggested I change the direction of this blog from philosophical ponderings about my observations of the living universe, so easily taken offense to by faith’s delicate certainties, to one of strictly fiction based on such observations. I am beginning to see the rationale for originating fables and fiction throughout the ages as a way to get a message across indirectly to those able to apply Mary’s Little Lamb’s problems to their own life, thereby avoiding the more direct identification with the real population referred to as mindless, faithful sheep.
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For those more willing and able to discuss opposing views with the understanding that the essence of the duality is the win-win objective rather than a lose-lose contest of righteousness, I have moved my ponderings to a new blog available to all who find it in plain sight. You are welcome until offended — at which juncture I would hope you’d be so kind as to throw yourself out into the street. Watch out for cars … headed for the cliff.
I came across three new examples of folks who get the whole idea of a living universe: Sandy Krolic’s The Recovery of Ecstasy: Notebooks from Siberia, Richard Grossinger’s, Embryos, Galaxies and Sentient Beings: How the Universe Makes Life and James Cameron’s Avatar. It is gratifying to find others describing the same ongoing event so well as to bridge the differences of viewpoint while enhancing the scope of all.
This year found me a keeper of chickens and an eater of their delicious free-range eggs to supplement my less than desirable progress in growing my food in the garden through Texas summers. This year was a disaster, with only Serrano peppers coming back after the drought — watering every day cannot beat 100°+ for several months — trees began shedding leaves in mid June!
Having a quasi roomie and companion for stimulating conversation through six months of the worst heat was a more than compensatory distraction from discomfort though it left me missing her quite more than I expected and a never before indulged chocolate addiction – acne at seventy-one?
The UN climate summit succeeded in only resolving that people in suits consider people otherwise dressed or from below the equator to be unworthy of protecting from the ecological disaster by supplying them money to achieve the same standard of living that is causing it in the first place. Rather than dragging people out of the rain forest and selling them an air conditioner we should be planting trees and naturally ventilating our houses in their shade with the fresh air they regenerate symbiotically. Don’tcha jus’ love politics?
As 9/11/01 fades, 12/21/12 looms … “ these are the times” … "this is a record of the times" … “we’re all going down” … “together.”
Stragedy plots a way to side step inevitability.
Only carbon based life could generate so much irony.

Sunday, December 13, 2009
IMAGING
Ally
Arouse
Arena
Adventure
Absolution
Ablution
Being
Burgeon
Beat
Belly
Borne
Born
Curl
Comatose
Comfy
Cramp
Conscious
Curious
Density
Different
Dabble
Defend
Depend
Delicious
Easy
Edgy
Eager
Earthling
Evolving
Eternal
Essence
Forms
Frames
Future
Flames
Find
Favorite
Games
Goings
Gettings
It is not our task to have the right answer before we die,
It is our gratitude to find more profound questions
throughout our naturally curious lives
however long that gift
may survive our
impatience for
conclusions.
Grockings
Groupings
Graphings
Happy
Hum
Handle
Hit
Hurt
Hesitate
Ideas
Ideals
Imagination
Iconoclast
Isolation
Individual
Journey
Justice
Jury
Jail
Journal
Joy
Karma:
Knots
Keep
Keen
Knowledge
Kosher
Lecture
Learn
Love
Lure
Leap
Loose
Mother
Meaning
Micro
Macro
Memory
Momentum
Naïve
Note
New.
Nurse,
“Not
Now.”
Open
Opiate
Obviate
Oblivious
Organism
Operation
Poem
Ponder
Pleasure
Pressure
Palpate
Penetrate
Quaint
Qualms
Quantify
Quisling’s
Quality
Quest
Ribosomes
Remember,
Romantic
Roaming
Riddles
“Reality”
Scenario
Setting
Story
Saga
Spontaneity
Silenced
Civilization is a stragedy of erroneous eras
we’re all too willing to ignore
because it’s all we know
how to be
told to
do
.
Tradition
Test
Trait
Talley
Truth
Tell
Unique
Umbrage
Until
Understand
Universal
Unity
Variety
Verify
Very
Vaporous
Vortex
Veil
Wander
Wonder
Wisdom
Wax
Wizard
Wane
Xanthippe’s
Xeric
Xenobiotic
Xenia,
Xenopus
X'ed
Youth
Yawn
Yin
Yang
Yearn
Yoga
Zazen
Zero
Zocalo
Zeal
Zoetrope
Zoo
Friday, November 27, 2009
IT ALL A.D.D.S UP
She awoke at day break
Fast of frying eggs and bacon strips
Off her PJs and jumps into the shower’s steaming stream
Lined by subjecting a block of sand to a wind tunnel
Vision kept George from taking the trouble
From her face when she thought he was lying
South of the equator, just East of the Glapagos
Ninja Turtles kept the kids out of her hair
Brush 97, brush 98, brush 99, brush 100
Times, if she’d told him once
Upon a time stories to tuck
And Little John were merry men
Can’t jump or tell the truth
Her kids found in stories she used to make up
On her face and sheath on her torso
By Rodin being born from the rock
Music coming from the kitchen
Reeking of delicious and so nutritious
From hens not stuffed in a box
Lunch for other women’s appitites
For adventurous exploits on the ocean
Of motel bedsheets
Of water washing away
Dreams of doubt in a blink of an
iPhone call from Timmy still in bed
Of roses when seen from the outside
The sun cleared the tree line
Of excuses from here to
“Hello, lazy bones. Come down to breakfast…
At …”
People said she looked like Audry Hepburn
The toast if she hadn’t ejected it.
“Good morning, dear.”
Saturday, November 14, 2009
BELONGING

Lately I’m prone to be longing
To write of how belonging
Means I’m at home in my body
Wherever it happens to be.
It can’t have been long
Since I longed
To be needed
To feel such belonging;
To share myself undaunted,
‘Til what was wanted
Turned out never to be
Anything belonging to me.
Then I’d drool like those fool dogs
At the knell of school bells
Once the idea was seeded
That the only thing that I needed
To look like black ink’s in my logs.
The habit was strong
To sell my myself to belong
To the things I could own,
Just to belong with folks
What says they likes ‘em.
And then there are unexpected gifts;
Of unearned adulation or derisions
Offering bridges across their divisions
Or driving wedges by reading me wrong.
Belonging to me,
It has come to me
To not play that game
Of owning their name
By seeing their “Foe” is faux blame
For misery that needs my company.
Belonging to me, I can see
My wealth requires no ledger
For those belongings I haven’t,
The things I don’t own
Don’t require payments on a loan.
I belong in my body.
My body belongs in the body of Earth,
The Earth belongs in the Milky Way
The Milky Way belongs in the universe,
Not an owner in sight.
Friday, November 13, 2009
CAN’T GET PAST THE LOOKING GLASS
Intending to ponder what now is
I wander in wonder of Priest’s prowess
As I sit in my seat in the shed
Shed of piles of past notes
On what “to know’ is
And shelves of books that I’ve read.
This chilly misty morning
Sparks the dog’s spirits to play
Tails up, standing stark still, until
A blink, a wink and they’re off again
One chasing the other behind the tree
The other chasing him out
Like fractals from the void of nowhere
Now here sheds snapshots like leaves
Falling on the mirror of my pond
Memory on the top
Expectation on the soaking bottom;
Joyful scene — seen future green
Violent encounter — dread future red
Informing the water with their flavor
Decaying into the past
Building the body of unborn future attitude
Gestating in that nowhere of here now
Born continuously
As the changing reflection
Of which side we think we’re on.
Like Stalagmites from drips from Stalagtites
Form pillars and puddles,
Experience builds rigid resolve
And fluid bodies of wisdom
Accumulated with age,
That product of time
Considered a crime
As are so many ways of counting:
Someone makes up a game
Then assigns blame
To ones remaining the same
Though gaining a name…
Priest won’t let me write
He wants affection
He didn’t plan it that way
Neither did I
But I kind of expected it.
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Dedicated to my first literary hero, Lewis Carrol (Charles Lutwidge Dodgson)
Monday, November 02, 2009
MOON … OON … ON … N
The full Moon dawns on the break of night
Solar reflection, Brian’s selection
The theme for All Hallows Eve.
Her full moon dawns on my line of sight
Solar reflection’s reflection’s detection
From my pond she doth retrieve.
I see it in the water of my eyes
In the mirror on the wall
Out the window to it all
In her rippled rings of water
In the pond
On her moon
On the Moon
In rings of water drops
In the sky
Sol still
Reverberating
His gong
Long gone
Not yet.
This is my submission to this installment of 10th Daughter of Memory, though the post just before this is the result of getting so reflective about the Moon’s dawning I followed curiosity way off the theme. Boy oh boy, without reflection detection we’d need television.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
SYMBOLS FOR CYMBALS

Gentle rain on my tin porch roof
Thunder growling across the darkling sky
Lightening flashes crashing ears that hear
Whether it’s the weather beating their drums
Or the magic of sticks chopping motion making
An unidentified drummer’s flying discs beat air.
A pair of such metallic shapes kissing
Mouth to mouth resuscitate a memory
Of smoky soft shoe shuffling coolness
At that jazzy scale and tempo
Or boiling blood heated by the tingling
Of the many minute minglings
On the dancing gypsy’s wooden ring
Or at their greatest size
Slammed by hand to yell war
In crowded theaters of Astroturf
Suffering from its celebration
By big brass bands, marching as if to.
If you like your wave lengths long
Change the symbol for the cymbal to the gong
Roger Waters aims at the heart of the sun
Another sweaty J. Arthur Rank wank onset
Suggesting curiosities about inscrutability
Of exotic eastern uses for the high hat —
Cooking pad thai in it one way, it’s a wok
The other, on coolies smackin’ track,
It was hat, imagine that.
Brushes aren’t the only metal
That makes the cymbals sing
When his sword strikes orc shield
Gandalf is the lord of the reverberating ring.
Should that shield be slung,
A horizontal Frisbee guillotine’ll
Cut a headless swath among
Who failed to identify those flying objects
Fantastic millennia before they came in peace.
Upturned to the gentle rain, it is a bath for birds
A respite from foraging furrows in the field
Plowed parallel by such discs strung on a shaft
To raise food to fry in a wok
To eat from a bowl
With chop sticks.
Tap, tap.
Sunday, August 09, 2009
IT MUTHT BE THE VAPORTH BECAUTH THE MYTHED ARE SO THICK
As the aura of the action
A beacon beckoning attraction
Spiced the night air so frangible
Drawing awe from all those who saw
What they were told/wanted to see saw
A martyr speaking words quite hangible
About love and the greedy to those who have not
Promising a hybrid car in every lot
Band-aid on harm to nature grown gangible
Dopes the gap in the myth for now
But Monsanto has new fields to plow
Helping civilized gangs be more fangible
Chewing up earth like they’re fighting
Offering up their necks for the biting
For the masters, bending over, ever so bangible
They shan’t have my ass
I grow my own food
In an ancient car hood
And a barrel that used to hold oil
A tangerine tree
And six chickens for me
And a hammock treating me royal
A babbling brook
The cat naps in my nook
I seem active minus the toil
Sir David’s camera speeds up the plants
As in my slowed down garden gazing trance
When they too do seem to so actively dance
As in its time this myth too shall pass
While all its dupes remain quite harangible
Mister Natural - R. CrumbSaturday, June 06, 2009
HIGH QUEUE

Astronomer finds huge eye
Squinting at wee quarks
Nearer there, farther from here
No place for dwelling
Atoms as dense as galaxies
No thing for pointing
Earth turns, nature eats irself
No courts for appealing
With dualities resolved
No sides for taking
When shine becomes reflector
Light's gone, detector.
Friday, May 08, 2009
BRUTIFULLY EATEN

Hopping down the bunny trail
Where, perchance, flew Ollie Owl
Spotting hopping with keen eyed scowl
It was over in a trice
Haunting echo left on the ice
Rabbits scream as they are eaten
Now silenced on this path well beaten
Silenced too are their stomach's growls
By this meeting of two prowls
Friday, January 16, 2009
EYELESS IN GAZA
... Promise was that I
Should Israel from Philistian yoke deliver;
Ask for this great deliverer now, and find him
Eyeless in Gaza at the mill with slaves ...
John Milton, Samson Agonistes







