Friday, May 16, 2008

TIME? IT'S ALWAYS NOW

Okra sprout and sundial
~ 9am (CDT) this morning


I am the slowest person I know. Blind people pass me on the side walk — walking my direction. Friends wipe their mouths after dessert and look for the check while I am still relishing the salad and anticipating the entrĂ©e. Even bicycles keep the myriad details in the scenery going by too fast for me, so mine remains by the front door being covered in vines while I walk everywhere. When I really enjoy the wisdom of the wit writ in a book, I limit the quantity of new ideas taken in at one sitting rather than turn pages all night for the pleasure in the prose. I never ask folks questions about themselves, knowing they will volunteer what they care I know by their own warming to me.

This all goes to demonstrate how surprised I am upon discovering the remnants of the rat race pace whose fumes still infect my metabolism way back here in the cheap bleachers whenever I get impatient for seedlings to sprout or blossoms to bloom or fruit to set or weather to change or seasons to pass. Content to rise before dawn, sit in my potting shed, sip my ganjava brew, and join the flowers, leaves, sleeping dogs and shadows as they track the earth’s rotation beneath the energizing aura of the radiant sun, I yet find myself sketching lines and numbers in this journal to ideate several ways to mark its 15°/hour pace; with long, thin slots admitting light for only two minutes on either side of each hour or with a single nail driven into a south facing surface. I went with inserting a beautiful painted chopstick into the garden at 30° 14’ 39.57” (courtesy Google Earth precision) pointing north at the pole star and placing small pebbles (courtesy natural earth provision) in the hourly shadow on the soil. I’ve planted a peach seed beneath the whole arrangement whose disruption I welcome and try not to anticipate as I learn to go slower even yet. I may yet catch up with nature’s tempo.

At the end of the day I realize I have done nothing but follow my body’s inspirations around and observe the results like an embedded journalist. Yet the compost gets turned, the garden weeded and watered, the chickens fed, eggs collected and the trellis gets reinforced against the burgeoning jasmine arching over the shed. I often question whether I am running the show or merely doing my body’s bidding while claiming responsibility for the good acts and blaming the environment for my snafus. It gets pretty hard to tell sometimes what with nature being on both sides of my skin.

Monday, May 12, 2008

LIKE PULLING TEETH IT WAS

I only hope this post isn’t as hard to write as the book was to read. It was so good in parts that the parts that wrankled me did doubly that which the same crock coming from a less well intended motive may have. But I promised Green Bean Dreams a review of The Path Through Infinity's Rainbow, by Michael P. Byron and that's what this is.

Seeing a possibility for humanity to not only survive the culmination of crises looming before us but to recognize our true, loving relationship to the mother we’ve been fucking like a whore since the advent of totalitarian agriculture is a fine and admirable goal. This is the possibility that is the center of my life's attention as I relearn to listen to my genetic memory and tune in to the nature of my environment and the symbiosis of my garden and actions. This is what Mike Byron intends to show us in his sequel to Infinity’s Rainbow, an earlier enumeration of the heads of the perfect hydra storm approaching.

I will now proceed to prove why I believe language was invented to bitch. If there weren’t these few major flaws in logic and self-contradictions the appeal of this book might actually serve its ostensible purpose and I would write a very short praise of the entire book, recommend it to everyone and sit back happy knowing things are getting better, people are able to make these changes. But no, I’m gonna have to dig up each bone of contention with the way I have come to see things and drag them over the coals just because language was designed to bitch.

First off — lets get this straight. Until artificially large populations began multiplying around monocultural agri-surplus distribution centers, the advent of famine was never a possibility among hunter-gathers whose diet followed the seasons as full blown omnivores. Agriculture is not the cure for famine, it is the cause. Yet we read, ”To offer an example of the process of adapting to an existential challenge through fundamental transformation, consider the first existential crisis that humanity faced as the last ice age was ending about ten thousand years ago. A rapidly warming climate led to a dramatic expansion in both the range and the population of our species. Climate change and rapid population increase made hunting and gathering, the previous methods for survival, no longer viable. Famine and widespread death were impending as a consequence. This altered set of circumstances compelled a new behavioral adaptation: agriculture. Hunter-gatherers became farmers.

It is a fact of biology that any population will rise and fall according to its supply of food, so what did those “industrious” hunter-gatherers hunt and gather so much of that caused the population to not only rise but surpass the amount they could any longer kill or glean — requiring agriculture to come to the rescue?!?. I don’t think warmer climate has ever caused a population explosion.

He writes further, “So far, the rapid advance of agricultural technology (Monsanto, anyone?), coupled with the exploitation of previously unknown, or unused, lands has kept us one short step ahead of calamity." These advances only insure the calamity is greater when it inevitably does occur. In his epilogue Byron belies himself, “Any intelligent species that discovered their equivalent of agriculture would grow in numbers …

Secondly, like too many born into a culture whose mythology is so inextricably interwoven with the Christian religion Byron quite scientifically speaks of the billions of years of galactic evolution but cannot credit agriculture as having origins further in the past than Cain and Able.

Ones beliefs are revealed in ones description of heresy as shown in these tidbits, “We are about to blow Life’s one and only chance to spread from this most statistically unlikely of worlds — a garden planet — across the cosmos and transform it into a living web of interacting matter, energy and mind.” As if the universe weren’t already alive and it is God’s purpose that we make it so. Give me a break.

And this, “If we are not successful in this, we shall perish in cosmic ignominy as a failed species that just could not quite manage to go the final distance and transcend its original nature.” Original sin?

Yet more, “Although if we do fail, one can only hope that some future species might evolve someday and pick up humanity’s eternally fallen banner.” … “and take a second shot at things on behalf of our planet’s biosphere.” And lastly, “If life is to accomplish anything in our cosmos…” Mission accomplished. WTF

In a typically religious gesture Byron defends his particular version of Intelligent Design against the Rapturists, or what he coins Dominionists, who relish the apocalypse as God’s recycle program by calling them a pseudo religion, as if any were more real than a fairy tale. “As a matter of personal belief, I have come to believe that the universe is not without purpose.” Yea, verily, it is his purpose, imagine that. “We are supposed to be and to become the agents of life and of consciousness in the universe.” Like calling animals dumb because we don’t understand them.

In a telling statement later, Byron seems to nail Christianity with responsibility for the whole thing, “We can only speculate as to whether this would also have occurred if, say, Chinese, Indian, or Arabic civilizations had been the ones to initiate the Industrial Revolution.

Thirdly, Byron’s attempt to cure all problems while we’re at it has him taking on feminism for the purpose of getting women to contribute more to human productivity in this time of crisis, as if the mindless expediency of overproduction to keep up with overproduction of humans weren't already too much and proves he has learned little about the contribution of the great American thingathon to our predicament.

I do have to say he is a man after my own heart when he says, ”So here we are, our global civilization hijacked by these run-amok avatars of our own desires for wealth, set on a trajectory for certain disaster. And if we try to wrest the controls from them, the police powers of the state are now set to brand us as traitors and dispense with us without trial.” Very few have the balls to call bullshit on folks claiming helplessness before the giant when it is the individual’s responsibility for the dependence on corporations that supplies the hot air keeping that money balloon afloat. We don’t have to wrest power from anything that lives off our money, we can spend it differently and watch them either change or wither away. How much can you quit consuming corporate crap? When?

I agree that, “This process of quiet defections — of quiet secession — from the dying, planetary-death-inducing, global corporatist-fascist system would serve to further empower our Renewal movement while simultaneously hastening and reinforcing the death spiral of the old system as we withdraw from it.

Other than his confusion about overpopulation/agriculture and the implicit grant to exploit natures bounty given Christians and Western Civilization that excuses and justifies our overpopulation/planetary rape, I recommend it to everyone and sit back happy knowing things are getting better. This post was as hard as I thought it would be.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

A GENIE LIBERATED FROM HER BOTTLE


There is an organization, Technology, Entertainment, and Design, TED, that has annual meetings at which innovators in the titular fields give talks. I found this particular presentation to transcend the meeting's agenda in that it encompasses the Buddhist view of reality through the personal experience of a brain specialist in the terms of western civilization. Jill Bolte Taylor is truly a genie liberated from her bottle, I cannot but feel her entire energy field when watching this amazing woman describe the possibility of world peace. It may well be the most worthwhile 18 minutes you spend this decade.

Monday, March 31, 2008

HOMEGROWN HEROES


Another awesome post by Driftglass, on his third anniversary, well worth reading for any blogger wanting to get real about life around us, as opposed to the lickspittle of the mainstream media, in a discussion of Raymond Chandler’s inspiring challenge,

“But down these mean streets a man must go who is not himself mean, who is neither tarnished nor afraid.”

This so inspired me as to think linking a few quotes in conversation making sense over centuries may home in on the value of the independent thinking individuals in this world of headless chickens.

“My greatest skill has been to want but little.”

“The real measure of our wealth is how much we'd be worth if we lost all our money.”

“You can't do anything about the length of your life, but you can do something about its width and depth.”

“In this age, the mere example of nonconformity, the mere refusal to bend the knee to custom, is itself a service.”

“Creative activity could be described as a type of learning process where
teacher and pupil are located in the same individual.”

“As I grow to understand life less and less, I learn to live it more and more.”


“In a time of drastic change it is the learners who inherit the future. The learned usually find themselves equipped to live in a world that no longer exists.”


“The more powerful and original a mind, the more it will incline towards the religion of solitude.”


“The first man to see an illusion by which men have flourished for centuries surely stands in a lonely place.”


“The thing that makes you exceptional, if you are at all, is inevitably that which must also make you lonely.”


I have begun to perceive the possibility that Barak Obama represents a chance for change like we may never get again if we let McCain win “Bush’s third term.” Perhaps he is such an individual as these folks are talking about:—

“My aim is to agitate and disturb people. I'm not selling bread, I'm selling yeast.”

“There is an electric fire in human nature tending to purify—so that among these human creatures there is continually some birth of new heroism. The pity is that we must wonder at it, as we should at finding a pearl in rubbish.”


“To know how to say what others only know how to think is what makes men poets or sages; and to dare to say what others only dare to think makes men martyrs or reformers - or both.”


“It is not the strongest of the species that survive, nor the most intelligent, but the one most responsive to change.”


Quoted
Individuals
-Henry David Thoreau, naturalist and author (1817-1862)
-John Henry Jowett, preacher (1864-1923)
-H.L. Mencken, writer, editor, and critic (1880-1956)
-John Stuart Mill, philosopher and economist (1806-1873)
-Arthur Koestler, novelist and journalist (1905-1983)
-Jules Renard, writer (1864-1910)
-Eric Hoffer, philosopher and author (1902-1983)
-Aldous Huxley, novelist (1894-1963)
-Gary Zukav, author (1942- )
-Lorraine Hansberry, playwright and painter (1930-1965)
Heroic Individuals
-Miguel de Unamuno, writer and philosopher (1864-1936)
- John Keats, Letter - 3 May 1819
-Elizabeth Charles, writer (1828-1896)
-Charles Darwin, naturalist and author (1809-1882)

Sunday, March 30, 2008

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Friday, March 28, 2008

I LIKE BIRDS


I like to imagine the process of evolution refining the genetic memory that causes the Bird of Paridise to get such an erection. And man believes himself to be the peeknuckle of suffistication.

The next one is longer but worth it for examples of specialization of this amazing species.

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I LIKE DRUMS


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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

HE READS MY FORMLESS THOUGHTS …

…and puts them together with more justified vitriol than I've yet managed. For anyone not yet aware of the big picture that gives our latest thugs in office the balls to be so incompetently obvious and obviously incompetent, check out my favorite political analyst, Driftglass, with his latest post, Plus Change. And do we still question whether these guys are above orchestrating the death of 3,000 on 9/11. They've passed the 1,004,000 mark, ostensibly exacting vengeance for it! And we still let them claim to represent us with, "SO!"



I have herewith decided that my politically motivated posts will be totally derivative of the outstanding political posts gleaned in my masochistic mastication of information from the front lines of the war between the mass media and my Political Animals blogroll to see who can lay it down clearly enough to get sleeping dogs on their hind legs. I have back-researched posts by most of the authors contributing to each of these blogs and have found sufficient integrity in their dealing with the facts for me to retire from the headache of back checking them further when I refer to a recent eloquent, relevant, poignant, important post whose consideration could benefit everyone … maybe.



That said, I must remark that in a survey of both the mainstream and intertube inputs, we are seeing a reenactment of the Pharisees and the Prophet in watching the Jabbalike establishment making massively clumsy, obviously defensive moves against this Jesuslike rabble rousing upstart who has dared to talk about possibilities outside the invisible prison and dared people to change themselves rather than remain addicted to the status quo being pushed by an exploitive system. Obama's biggest flaws, like his foreign policy advisers, his lack of protest during the marginalization of the candidates during the debates, his lack of speaking about the most immanent threat for anyone; the environmental crises — these I am almost willing to grant him in the spirit of playing the game just to get in the door. Anyway, where would one find a foreign policy adviser who hasn't been part of a bully regime? They all have been!

Friday, March 21, 2008

NATURE'S FRIENDS AND FOES












James Hansen ——————————————————Al Gore
I have a love/hate attitude toward Al Gore. His reputation as an environmentalist was the only bright light in the ‘92 elections. His inactivity or foiled effectiveness during his eight year term saw his implied promise go the way of all campaign promises. Dr. James Hansen's revelation of the role of man in global warming began being censored under Gore's eight year watch and continued more restrictively under Bush. His wooden refusal to mention any of Bush’s business debacles and gubernatorial goofs during his own presidential campaign assured the commander in thief we’ve had for the past seven years.

And then, after leaving what I grant may have been the stultifying bureaucratic red tape of our behemoth, profit motivated government, he surfaces with a report on his collation of world wide climate data and expertise to announce what everyone knows but many cannot afford to believe if they are going to maintain the life style they have worked so hard to mimic and inflict on the world and call it “making their mark”, usually a scar. We are shitting in our nest, we’re burning the slats off the house for a fire to keep from freezing, we are monkeying with the life support system of our space ship with no idea how it works, we’re taking stomach upset medicine in the drive-in line because we know we are ordering the kids favorite poison. Whatever metaphor one cares to make of our environmental crisis, none is as dire as the reality of our predicament.

I guess this is the essence of why I’m pissed at Gore today — he identified the entire crisis with its least obvious, most debatable probability: global warming. While the rape of rain forests, pollution of rivers and oceans, poisoning of the earth with insecticides and chemical fertilizers, genetically manipulating food, extermination of biodiversity and contamination of our breathing by petroleum usage are obvious and undeniable with no less dire consequences for life on earth, everyone is arguing global warming. If we address the sure things, the probabilities of the more subtle catastrophe will diminish at the source.

I recommend today’s Democracy Now broadcast for the inside story of the inundation of the white house politicization of all branches of the scientific community to censor environmental connection to the oil industry.

I just got my copy of Path through Infinity’s Rainbow and am impressed with its comprehensive accounting of the “perfect storm” of political, environmental, energy and economic crises contributing to a peak made unavoidable by the investment of the ruling elite in the oil industry for generations. His ideas for surviving to the other side of the collapses remain to be read, but I will definitely keep you up to date with its insights.

Monday, March 17, 2008

HUMMINGBUG SEASON

Meet Bah! the hummingbug

I met Bah! last April during the week long blooming of the yellow jasmine on the south wall of my potting shed and mentioned him in the post Us and Them. Well he's back for the blooms again this spring. The yellow jasmine and the white jasmine on the north side are blooming three to four weeks earlier than last year, just as the last of the yellow flowers fall onto the garden path the white blossoms make of my little haven a greenhouse gas chamber, so thick is their perfume as to gag with my face in them.

Bah! waited, or I just didn't see him earlier, until yesterday to reap the bounty of the white jasmine's nectar, which I caught this time on video, so expectant was I. I still don't know what he/she is and, curiously, I am not that curious now that I have made a cursory search of the entomology. I'll just let him be my little unicorn until some spoil sport injects some facts into the fairy tale. Until very close examination Bah! might be the smallest species of hummingbird — their looks and flight and drinking habits are spot on. The background music is from a concert piece called Street Music written for harmonica and played by Corky Segal, which I was virtually powerless to keep from being the soundtrack.


video
The return of Bah! the hummingbug

Thursday, March 13, 2008

WHAT HE SAYS



This talk by Douglas Adams is as close to my view of religion as anything I've heard. My only addendum would be that the advantage we gained by our creative tool making began to turn against us when the god-in-our-image-therefore-we in-god's-image idea convinced mankind that the energy being however manipulated through the tool need not be that of the employer (mini-god) himself, ie. slavery, monarchy, fire arms, remote control, fuel consumption. Any tool that further removed us from the nature of our actions for the pleasure of effortless convenience has accelerated the evaporation of the puddle as surely as the artificially fed overpopulation's belief in it's exceptionality to the ways of nature.

Monday, March 10, 2008

CANARY GAGS ON VAPORS

Unremitting Failure, in his own inimitable wit, so dry as to be depressing sometimes, just blogged about his reluctance to serve jury duty for a system calling itself justice that has yet to impeach Bush and he gave me a wonderful new idea that could be implemented before the elections. No, it’s not my foolproof method of voting over the internet using our social security numbers as passwords to a free-for-all voting booth, its better than that.

The two Democrats, or the Republican for that matter, could garner a large portion of virgin voters like me, who still constitute the majority of eligible voters if they included a commitment to prosecution and conviction of the Bush/Cheney cabal as seriously and more thoroughly than the Nuremberg trials did the Nazis. There is a surge in the number of voters showing up in the primaries merely due to the anxiety produced by the Bush administration over the past seven and a half years with no one promising more than the same ole same ole change hoped for forever. If someone would promise the prosecution of the criminals who usurped our government there would be some stampedes at the polls no rigging could counteract. How ‘bout it Barak? Hillary? John? Lookin’ for a landslide?

Nah. That would be a promise no one would be able to backslide on and I don’t trust any of these candidates further than their party/corporate leash. Obama is by far the strongest potential for a betterment of the union these states are supposed to be in, but he is not a democratic person. He is a charismatic leader with the debating skills of a ninja fending off opponents’ slings and arrows which emperically supersedes the years of failed experience the others have had and he is accused of lacking, but he is not a democratic person. No one left in the race is truly democratic because none of them objected to corporate marginalization of the candidates who talked off the official agenda. Such as pooh poohing Paul over pot. Or laughing at Kuchinich when he admitted to seeing UFOs, while it is the government cover up of just such existences that is the key to unlocking operations so secret even the president cannot know that are affecting policies beyond the power of the vote to change. The simple logic that giving free health care to everyone would be more affordable than supporting the bureaucracy that filters admissions got these corporate shills shivering from the insurance company monkeys on their backs and the raw anarchistic socialism of it all. It ain’t gonna happen from the top down, never in a million years.

But like grass through the sidewalk, we are here growing along the natural curve toward the light. The internet enlightens me as to advances against the status quo in life style and technology toward a smaller foot print and a more informed existence. I see the isolation of the individual at the keyboard as an antidote to the negative effects on our social instinct by overpopulation and its inherent devaluation of life through the capitalism of pop culture. Everyone with a blog roll has chosen their tribe. Welcome to mine, not a mean bone in a one of ‘em.